[oh she didn't know that part which makes her just

cling to the railing really hard, actually. she's not really a squeamish person at all, but thinking of reigen in actual pieces makes her want to throw up a bit. it's a lot of things all at once. she exhales shakily, staring out at the city, and then:]

He didn't deserve - he didn't. He didn't get Hans killed, he's done nothing but just - try to help, like an idiot. [she closes her eyes very tightly.]