[well, it. does, it hurts. but it's that kind of punched out feeling, like a hole in her chest the size of a fist, all the way through. like a shotgun blast. like mourning someone who isn't even dead yet. he looks at her, and she thinks for a second that she's going to turn to smoke. like all of those pieces of her are going to crack and break and tilt back and scream, and drag full force into the tip of a sword.
at least this time when she's losing someone it isn't because they think she's a demon, but. maybe this is worse.
she is. a little dizzy.]
You're alive now, though. Right now you're - right. [so she'll fix it.]
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Date: 2023-10-17 07:04 am (UTC)at least this time when she's losing someone it isn't because they think she's a demon, but. maybe this is worse.
she is. a little dizzy.]
You're alive now, though. Right now you're - right. [so she'll fix it.]