[ i hope the hoodie is pink so he can have pink bandages on tomorrow. anyway, he startles when she rips her hoodie, but he lets it happen ]

Because I failed to. [ a bit of an angry confession, though it's clear the anger's at himself. ] I went after a guy who used to be under my division. He'd killed a crewmember, so I was going to take his life. ... He beat me and exchanged me to the marines for a job with them.